silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Before... I hate school. I hate patients. I hate that I can't get anything done at all. Today is going to be another bs day and so I'm pretty much going to fail out of clinic this quarter. Might as well start studying hard core for finals and see if I can at least pass those classes with something like an A or B to save my ass somehow. I hate being such a waste of a person. I don't want to go to school today. It's pointless, and I'm just not happy anymore. I don't want to see people... Fuck. I need the summer to be away from these people who fuck me up. I won't contact any of them, this crew. They'll have to initiate communication if so desired because it just isn't worth the effort for me anymore. I miss having friends who actually care about me and don't backstab me. But that's all over now. Everyone is married or getting married and has kids or so. I am the leftover. I have to find someone for myself I guess. It's after 7 now, I have to get ready for school now. To just sit there and be tortured. Today is going to be terrible. We'll see how my mood is at the end of this. Also, last thing. R's sister added me on facebook. I always think that's weird when people you've met once add you. But she added our other friends too. But still. I don't add friends of friends.. Okay I'm really going to be late now 6:37 a.m. - 2009-05-27 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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