silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- trying to multitask some things are finally falling into place. i'm feeling better about my requirements but i think i'm still a little screwed in one department. other than that, i think i'm pulling together my personal life. i pretty much don't care any more about R, that will never happen, no matter how hard i try or how much effort i put into it. it's completely pointless, and a waste of energy. and it's a little weird but i think this guy who works at the school is trying to talk to me now. he's cute but i don't think that it's smart to get involved with the people who work there. and besides that, i'm going on a date i think with this guy i met a couple weeks ago, and i'm not sure how that will go, we don't even have anything planned; all i know is sunday. which might be bad because of monday's test and this stupid paper i'm trying to get done, but i just want to do something different. i don't really remember how cute he was though because i was a little buzzed when i got his number.. i know nothing about him actually, just his name. whatever. i'll see what happens. and besides that, i think i'm going to try to talk to D2 again. i don't know what it is, it's like i have to initiate everything with him. he makes it difficult. it's okay, i have a couple things in mind, a couple ways to try to get at him. i got some advice today from my exercise partner. if these don't get him to crack, then i'll give up there too. i think i have an addiction for the unattainable. i love chasing after guys i can't have. so with my luck and history, this guy for sunday probably has a girlfriend or a wife or something. but, knowing me, i really wouldn't care. 8:00 p.m. - 2009-04-16 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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