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this has to be quick. i have to study.
so yet again, no sleep. i'm just waiting, waiting for tomorrow to be over. i want to burn through this test like i always do, go to lecture, 3 hour seminar, lunch, 2 hour lecture, and the bar. i want to drink asap. in fact, maybe at lunch i will...

i woke up at 3:30 this morning, the usual recent disturbances on my mind, and i finished my paper. one good thing. yay? but i didn't get to study. then clinic was success until it too became shit. then the afternoon was okay, and then i skipped my night session and went to the library, where i proceeded to fall asleep again. i can't make it. this is ridiculous. i had to come home and take a nap, and now it's almost 9 pm and i still know nothing for this test. but i will still finish it in 30 mins, take it, get it over with, and continue on with the day. maybe i should sneak something into my coffee mug so that i'm just wasted all day, because after the test, nothing else matters tomorrow. i just have to sit there and pretend that everything is okay. i could really go for a walk... ahh, maybe that's what i'll do after school. maybe i'll get some beer, or vodka and juice or something, walk to the beach, and just sit there and take it in. i need this to be over with. i officially hate this quarter. and carlos isn't online.

wish me luck tomorrow..

8:45 p.m. - 2009-05-06

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