silver4's Diaryland Diary

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it's a small fuckin world. everybody knows everybody. i'm not sure if i'm comfortable with that. it's like you can't really get a clean break away from people; sometimes i wish that a relationship could just end, and that's that. but no, he just happens to have befriended people that i know, and they know people that i know, and what's next is that he is friends with a whole host of people that i know. wtf. so what does that mean? i can never just let it disappear, because he will always be around. i just hope that we can be on that level where it's nothing more than friendship, and that neither one of us gets uncomfortable around the other.
i hate relationships sometimes. if i have to be in another one, i want it to be my last one. i'm tired of this shit... okay, fine. i'm still young, so it probably won't be my last. but i'd rather just deal with people and not get into anything serious, just like i had it with everybody before d1.
i'm happy that i'm away from vegas right now. that city is just the perfect size for me to bump into everyone i never wanted to see again...

12:52 p.m. - 2009-05-10

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