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i don't know what happened today

i am completely pooped. it is now just about 10 pm, and while all i want to do is rest, sleep, relax, i cannot. today.. wow. i don't know. i don't even know how it started. oh yeah. pharmacology. but before that, i went to sleep maybe around 1:30 a.m., woke up at 4:06 am. wtf. i amazed even myself. so since i couldn't get back to sleep, i just studied radiology until i passed out again, which was maybe 30-40 mins before i was supposed to wake up anyways. wow. it was just way too busy today, for no reason. classes, clinic, patients, lab.. i left lab around 9:20 and i was completely drained. and then i look at my phone, and see yet another message from crazy annoying guy, who won't let up on me. fuck. that's what i get for having that weak moment and giving out my number. he texted me around 11 am, i didn't respond. i was in class. then i get another one at like 3, but i was in clinic and didn't even notice it until around 6. at which time i'm getting ready for my next patient. i'm just not there. i'm tired. i have a lot of work to do. i have a lot to study. i already have the next 3 or 4 weekends planned out. i'm stretching myself out thin. all i want is a nice beer to calm me down and unwind the day, but all i have is a 40 or some wine, no little beer. and if i drink the 40, then i won't focus wholly on studying, then i fail the test and fail the quiz tomorrow and blah blah blah endless cycle. vacation is still too far away... i really want to go on a cruise. i'm thinking too far ahead. i have a test in the morning. and the quiz. and my patient.. hopefully it goes well. the best part of all of this though is that i have the afternoon off.
this is such a long ass week.

okay, i'm off to differentiate radiolucencies...

9:49 p.m. - 2009-05-14

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