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The end

I think I'm fine about the M thing, emotionally. We went to dinner last night at a nice restaurant in one of the casinos and we talked a lot, about ourselves, our pasts, the situation and how we're going to deal with it, and Im pretty sure we will be cool. He is again worried about me getting hurt, but i've had my round with getting hurt by a taken man before so I think I can handle it, plus I don't think we'll get to the point where I'm likely to get hurt. I told him about the guys I've been with and how sparse my relationships have been along the way, and how I have been with these dudes. So we had a serious conversation about where we stand and where it will go... We have no idea when it will end but eventually it will, and we'll both be cool with it, so no biggie.
So anyways we hooked up again, I love having sex with him... I think i said that before. Sigh. I hope we get to play again... No time soon though, but maybe right when I get back to Cali.

Anyways. I'll try to see JL today. I don't currently feel anything for M so I think I'll be good to go. Life. Whatever.

11:16 a.m. - 2009-07-01

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