silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Bored bored bored I'm bored out of my mind. I sort of want to do something but I don't know what and I don't know with who. JL is sick so we will wait until the weekend to hang out. Blows. If I feel bored enough, I could call D and see if he would like to do something, but after talking to him a few days ago, I sort of want to avoid him because his words were annoying, which is why I hung up on him. I could contact the people from high school that I saw last weekend, or some others... Blah. I don't know. I need to change the way I am and be more open and welcoming of some men. I guess I do seem intimidating and mean and bitchy sometimes. I actually like my behavior. But it won't work if I want to get involved with anyone in something decent. Like not as someones alternative. I need to work out. Get rid of these big ass thighs. I do wonder about those plants. One more week and I'm back in action. I should find a man out there to play with. Besides M of course. R is obviously out of the question. I should exercise. Or eat. Complete opposites, I know. Ok bye... 4:36 p.m. - 2009-07-01 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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