silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- What hearts? So this is what happens. Well, actually, not tonight, everything actually went well tonight. This morning I went to do stuff at school but I went to Rs first to see if I left my glasses there. Still can't find them, but i will one day. Anyways, everyone was there about to go out, and I didn't care. I saw them, said hi, and left. And so tonight, we were out and Rs friend AK was there who is also Indian so she's probably a better mate possibility than I am, and she's very cute and sweet too, which blows for me. I guess she and her bf broke up (greeeaat....) and so maybe she's thinking of getting with R. I don't know for sure. He knows how I feel. Someone brought up R and that girl, and he was like No, blah blah, but I think it's because he was aware that I was there. He knows that I love him and that this shit always hurts, but we both know that he and I are pointless. It's quite sad when I think about it, but what do I do? Anything that could have been will never be. For all we could have done, and all that could have been... He knows that I love him and I think that he is being cautious not to hurt me. No matter what, it will always hurt more than it should. "I just want you to know--that the hearts will always mean everything to me." 3:10 a.m. - 2009-07-19 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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