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stupidity

so apparently my little sister has been overexerting herself and not telling anybody what she's really up to, and walking around too much and going up and down stairs, taking the bus and out on the streets etc, that she's back in the hospital and had to have surgery because she could've been paralyzed yet again. she has a brace on her neck that she has to have for a few months, and it's obviously been there since the accident almost one month ago now. she's pretty much just supposed to stay inside and relax, lay down and let the fractured bones heal. but no, she seems to think she's wonder woman and that she's fine to do shit already, but she really can't take care of herself, which is why the hospital told her that she needed to be supervised at all times... but she's hard headed and defiant, it's stupid. so whatever it is, she had to get some surgery done, her kid is going to be taken care of by a friend for the next 3 months, my mom might have taken some of the money that i sent her from my student loans, everything is just great.

i don't understand my family sometimes, i really don't.

this is all after just talking to a different sister who i just by chance decided to call, and she said "oh, have you heard about T?" fuckin a. it irritates me. she's stressing herself out to the point where she can really get herself killed; after all of this she just doesn't learn. i can only do and say so much though.

on another note, we just had a nice barbecue and will be heading over to S's parent's house for a birthday dinner. i love mommies, especially mommies who feed me. i wish i had someone to feed me regularly. as much as i enjoy cooking for myself and others, sometimes i'd like someone to do so for me. and M is doing his weekend bachelor party festivities right now, all day and tomorrow as well, so it sucks because i can't really text or email him, and i'm so used to communicating with him in some way regularly. oh well. i mean, he's getting married, i can't really steal him away from what's important. hindsight really blows, because i really should've went for him during the first year of school. but i wasn't a vindictive boyfriend-stealer, so, it wasn't really within me to do that.

it's all too late now. whatever. nap time.

3:51 p.m. - 2009-08-01

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