silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- back at it yeah.. not much exciting over here. the new quarter of school started today. everyone's all happy and refreshed from vacation... and then there's me, who didnt quite get a break. no problem though. so i did fly out to san diego on saturday, and my friend and i drove back sunday morning. saturday was fun though, it felt good to just run up and go somewhere and not care about anything. but then i got sick on saturday, somewhere around the 4th mimosa i was feeling like my allergies were tripping, but later realized it was actually a cold. but i still went out and drank and played, and suffered that night with my nose. i made some soup and tea and drank some nyquil and passed out last night when we got back, and sort of tried to not overexert myself today although i had to do some clinic stuff. feeling better though. still sniffly but i can hang. okay so i'm looking for flights to vegas for thanksgiving, and its too damn expensive to fly around the holidays. not super expensive, both ways are less than $150, but i just don't want to book it. i really just don't want to go there at that time to be honest. i want to stay here and not do anything at all. or study as i'm supposed to. the only problem is that if i don't go to vegas, then my dad will want to come out here, and it's annoying having to explain that i just want to be left alone sometimes. we'll see. he just doesn't understand what it's like for me, or how i am. i try to explain how i am, but it means nothing to him, because he still pictures me as he wants me to be. apparently i will never be an adult in his eyes. i sort of withhold information from him, or i wait to tell him things until after the fact, so that i don't have to listen to his "advice" or criticism. it's all in good heart, but sometimes i need me time. okay blaaaaah i keep getting distracted. the end for now. i'm going to texas in 2 weeks, have i mentioned that? i've never been there. this should be interesting. i'm going for some student representative something. i'm down. fun trip, i like to travel these days. but i shouldn't too much. i still have to be in clinic enough to graduate. blah. okay so seriously. the end for now. 7:33 p.m. - 2009-10-05 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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