silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- brief rant i would love to take this moment to rant about the annoyances of dentistry and clinic and the irritations and exhaustion that i feel at the end of a day, and the delirium that seems to be present in the eyes and on oh so many faces as it gets to be about 3:30, 4:00, 4:30... and as one mishap occurs after the other, we sort of all just.. look at one another, and we all just know. we know what's going on at the station across the way, or down the aisle, or are overhearing the conversation next door and thinking, yeah, that could be me. or that was me yesterday. or that might be me tomorrow. or just thinking, you know, i knew this was going to happen. i wish i would've just been adamant about that oral surgery referral in the first place and that would've saved me three three-hour long appointments. but no, no. i understand. it's about the experience... so for those out there who don't give a crap about dentistry, please overlook the following. and that would be, oh.. most people. but i can have a temporary self-rant here. a;sldkfj;adslfj;sadlfkjsd;afkldsajf stupid caries, i can't excavate forever, it's OBVIOUS that the teeth need to be extracted why the hell do you have me sitting there 'oh chase the decay see what happens!' noooooo. i know what's going to happen. i called it. i knew it before i started. and now there's like nothing left and the patient left in pain and blah blah blah and UGH! annoying. and i don't even get to do the extractions which i would love to do because one of them is surgical and i'm in OS next week but noooo he is coming on friday so someone else gets it which is actually fine because i don't really care to be there with him on friday but now i have to deal with the after effects and blah blah blah blah blah. and now it's implant consult and more bs time and ;alksdfj;a i just want to do something simple on his mouth but he has such crazy occlusion AAAAARRRGGH. okay. that's it. other than that, back to the usual. the only sad thing right now is that i caught myself pining for R again, he was in my anesthesia block this morning. as was M, and it was a little funny because R was simulating injections on M, and i was thinking about how i'm (semi but not much anymore) in love with R and have kissed him a couple times, and how i am sleeping with M, and it's just fun when guys who i have any kind of history or present with are together like that. same thing happened before with D2 and JG. it just makes me giggle inside. okay that's it i think. thanks for letting me rant. 6:30 p.m. - 2009-11-11 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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