silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- dramaless weekend for once i'm supposed to be studying but i'm having a hell of a time staying focused. i have some class at 8, a seminar, and it's only an hour, but we are all called on and expected to know our shit and have some treatment planning stuff prepared, and take a quiz, and blah blah blah ugh. instead, i've been mostly chatting and some text sex with M, who is also in the group with me in the morning, and i've also been doing random bs online and reading headlines, listening to music, looking at pics online, blah blah blah the list goes on... so i actually had a lot of fun this weekend, i managed to go to all of the events i had planned to go to.. well all but one, but it conflicted with one that i had originally made plans for. so i did this introductory pole dancing class yesterday and it was interesting and fun. it makes me really want to be in better shape. my friend CG wanted to enroll in it because her boyfriend wants things to be mixed up a little more in the bedroom, and i'm always pretty down for new things myself. i don't think though that this class is really going to change anything, it just maaaybe gives more confidence in creativity and teaches you how to climb a damn pole, but i don't really have a spare pole in my bedroom and i don't entirely plan on getting one, so.... i'll do it for the fun and the exercise though. so later we had some party at a club for a fundraiser for an upcoming mission trip. it was basically just a regular saturday night though, out to drink and dance and play and party, we just tagged a name to it. i started talking to this guy JB who is in the class below me, and we never really spoke before, and he just started asking me about some bs and we sort of hit it off. he's cute, i liked talking to him and he kept me laughing. i liked him because we never had lulls in the conversation, it was easy to talk to him because we were just being silly. and i would disappear sometimes and go play around with others, and when i saw him again we just chatted up some more just fine. i was also drinking lots of vodka crans which are absolutely delicious... anyways. but yeah. we were like old friends it felt like, and when he left we hugged and i think he gave me a kiss on the cheek or something.. i can't remember, but for some reason i think he did. and he told me that i'm his new favorite, which is actually the kind of thing that i say. and i told him he's my new favorite too. i should get his number soon. anyways. i love men... and today wasn't much of anything. my roommate had friends here all weekend, so the apartment was always full. it eventually died down here, and i was sleepy for several reasons, and i took a nap. set my alarm for 6:30, and i heard it but must have ignored it. then around almost 7, i hear knocking on my bedroom door, and it's H coming to visit and wanted to talk about some bs stuff. he had emailed me yesterday and wanted to come by, but i was headachy at that time. and i responded to him that he doesn't need to have an excuse to come by, he can always just visit so i can stare at him. he's good to just look at. and so when we finished talking about the clinic stuff he was asking me, i was like cool, now i can just stare at you, and he laughed. he's very adorable. and he saw that i had an open box of condoms within plain sight, and asked me about it, and i was like well yeah, you should come over tomorrow and we can work on clearing out its contents... i don't know if i'm supposed to be modest or something about it. it's my room, i have stuff where i want it. i'm not shy about sex and it's not like i'm going to pretend to him that i am when we have clearly passed that level. i mean, the box is actually down under my bookshelf, so you have to just be looking around a bit to get to it. it's not on top of my fridge or next to the lamp or anything. i at least don't try to have it out for all to notice the second they walk in my room. anyways, he had startled me out of sleep so i wasn't thinking about sex, and he was on his way home anyways i guess. maybe tomorrow. hopefully actually. i told him to skip afternoon class and come to my place instead. we'll see if he follows orders. and R, precious R. he came by briefly this morning because of an ongoing playful feud that he and i have, in which the ball is now in my court. i would really love it if we could keep our friendship on this level for the remainder of our time here. i mean, i could go for kisses and stuff as well, but a girl can't have everything. okay i really have to finish this crap.... 11:24 p.m. - 2009-11-22 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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