silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- until forever i'm attempting to write my personal statement to apply to these damn programs. i am lame. i have absolutely nothing inspiring to say. i am just your average student. i go to class, i barely pass, i drink all the time, i play all the time, i go crazy, i love men, i try to study but my brain is fried from alcohol... i can't really put that kind of stuff into my letter. fuck fuck fuck. i wish i had motivation in life to be so much better than i am. i feel like such a waste, such a waste. the sad thing is that i should've been done this a long time ago. what does it matter? if i get in somewhere, i get in. if i don't, i'll just get started practicing in vegas. if that is my fate, so be it. hm. my friend just sent an email in regards to her wedding in october and something about hair and makeup reservations. i'm a bridesmaid in it (always a bridesmaid... this will be my 4th? shit.) i am collecting bridesmaids dresses apparently. i have 3 dresses from 2006 i believe, all shades of purple. apparently variants of purple was the thing in 2006ish. i have so much more to say. but i just took my second dose of nyquil for the night. okay crap i tried, but i keep dozing off. i swear i had something decent to say. i suppose it will have to wait for tomorrow. 10:30 p.m. - 2010-01-26 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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