silver4's Diaryland Diary

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just another day

today was interesting. first of all, i'm still trying to get over what i refer to as a coldlergy, because it's not quite a cold and not entirely allergies, and so i'm just working with it, taking my nyquil at night and not a damn thing during the day. so i wake up stuffy and sniffly and ugh. but.. at least it's not crazy bad. so i get up and do some damage to my personal statement, with hopes and wishful thinking that i will be able to get the shit done. i think i have to get on asking more faculty for letters of recommendation. sigh. fuuuck. okay. well anyways, i'm trying to do work, since i have the morning off since my patient cancelled (sick), and M also had no patient, so he's focusing on coming over to visit me and play. actually, at first it was nice and all, he was like hey, do you want to go out and get breakfast in the morning and just hang out a little? and i was like yeah, sure, sounds good. sounded innocent, he knows that i'm sick and i don't really want to be kissing people or anything. well, we both ended up not being up for breakfast, and pretty much around 10:30 he got antsy and wanted to see me, so he got here by 11. and he was all hugs and kisses and holding and all that adorable stuff that real couples who are all cutesy together do. he wanted to go to lunch at some popular place that i've heard of several times but have never quite made it to, but first he wanted to play, so i was like okayyyy. so that. then we went to lunch. i liked the food, it was burmese and yummy. and it was his treat, he always wants to pay. works for me. and then we headed to school for afternoon clinic.

which i was semi dreading, because my patient for the afternoon is drama. drama, drama, drama, complaints, bitching, wants everything to go according to her plan. nope. sorry. i can't let her get away with everything. so i was trying to super multitask on her. i seated her and then went to the sign up in the financial office because she had to get that situated for a treatment plan. had to wait for them to call my name, so i went back to her then signed up to start on a filling. started the filling, then financial called me, so we stopped right before i placed the material. then went there, blah blah sign blah. then finished the filling. then i ran to radiology to see if they could do a full mouth series of xrays on her for right then, they said yep, so i went back to her. then she wanted me to smoothe off some jagged edges on some of her other teeth, so i did that. then took her to radiology and someone started her set. while they did that, i went to the implant department to set up her implant surgery. back and forth a couple times, set that up. wrote up my notes, cleaned up. then had to go to front desk for some other bs records she needed. then eventually after like 50 mins or so she was done in radiology and we finished up by chatting about next appointment and all, and tada. ta fuckin da. i was spent.

then back to M and talked about the day a little and what both of our afternoons were like. i'm sleepy now. but H wants to see me today he said, so i took a shower (just in case) and now here i am. i have some stuff to read for tomorrow. i'm sooo tired. and i briefly saw R, i miss seeing him more regularly. i still want to just catch him one day. but alas, he is not mine. i will always pine for this guy. and by always, i mean until graduation, hopefully. hopefully it ends that day, if not before. okay i don't think i have anything worth really saying anymore right now. i just had to get out the hectic aldjfka; of my afternoon and M's silliness.

oh and he gave me the leftovers from the restaurant, and the waiter placed it in a brown paper bag, like a school lunch bag. so M grabbed a pen and started writing on it. when he stopped, he said 'i put i love you'. and i looked at him and said no you didn't. and then he said 'i wanted to'. and i said no you didn't. and he turned the bag around and it had my nickname. or one of the nicknames i go by. and i laughed at him.

i'm really not a fan of these off hand love comments. even if they are not serious, i just don't find it appropriate. it's just not something i want to hear from him, even joking. it messes up our friendship, the whole scheme of things. but whatever. asi es la vida. and he made fun of me because of the way i said my name in spanish when i was talking to one of my patients on the phone. i have to change the pronunciation a little bit to the spanish equivalent so that it is said correctly, because otherwise if i say my name in english, people say it wrong. anyways. just a comment. i subsequently punched M in the face.

okay, kidding. obviously. i am kind :)

blah blah on to online tv. i like the show cougar town. it's funny. and then i'll read.

maybe.

7:04 p.m. - 2010-01-27

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