silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- single eh? both of my roommates have been going on dates lately. i have not. instead of going out and meeting new people, i stick around with my happy crew of whatever, and party and drink and dance and play with them. actually, this was sort of starting off bitter, but i'm happy with the way it is for me. it's absolutely pointless for me to care about dating anybody right now, because, once again, i'm leaving. and it's not like i have a dull life. i am out every weekend with my friends, during the week at times as well. i have a good social life overall. i mentioned to oblivious roomie the fact that the two of them are going on dates and that i'm not. and she said 'yeah, why not? you should, it's been long enough!' as in how long it's been since i broke up with my last bf, which was 2 years ago. it's not like i'm dissociated with the dating scene. i mean, i've been actively pursuing R to no avail the whole time, so at least my heart has been busy. other than that, i've slept with a few people since then. i've kissed a few people. i've had crushes on people. yeah, it actually hasn't been that bad to be honest. i have my down moments, but most of the time if i sort of want somebody to play with, i can find someone. not in the conceited way, because i'm not like that; just an observation that it's not as bad off as she makes it sound to me. i don't really know how to date anyways. i've only just hooked up with people and let it go from there. i'll get it down eventually. regardless, i can just work some online dating. i just realized how tired i am. good night. 11:22 p.m. - 2010-04-27 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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