silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Believe, magic, joy, harmony Do you think that there really is something to believe in? That we all get second chances, that there is a soul mate out there for all of us? That maybe these experiences are all just part of a trial run to see how we handle our composure in the midst of emotional disaster? I am trying to be good (man related). I am struggling to hold on (emotionally/financially). I am being as patient as I can, as it is forced and that is all I can do (job related). I just want my efforts and experiences to count for something. I am trying to see the silver lining but maybe my vision is shot. I just want to know if maybe, five or ten years down the line, this will all make sense. This will come together. I will be in a lovely situation. But maybe I am just reaching... But I write and I pray and I ask and I hope. I'm trying not to give up. I just beg that this is that situation, that five years from now, _________________. Five years from now, I hope to fill in the blank with the right answer. I have this necklace, I bought it maybe 8-10 years ago. I love it. It has four coins with words on it that bring me hope and encouragement. I fell in love with it when I first saw it, although it took me a few rounds to actually buy it. I've worn it around. R hates it, or so he claims. Good night. 11:51 p.m. - 2010-08-14 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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