silver4's Diaryland Diary

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a new day

i am so tired and so irritated with everything. and with some people. and with myself, of course.

i'm just pissed off. i wish i were drunk. i'm just over it all. i'm so happy i have my punching bag sometimes.

suppose i'll head over to the gym because it's just that fuckin awesome.

today is shorts guy's bday. i saw him yesterday when i returned his shorts. still cute. not hot, but his personality makes him more attractive. i'd still go for that. he does have three kids though. not that that's bad or anything. i told him he should do something for his bday and invite me. he said we should all do the slip and slide again but skinny dipping. men.

maybe i just need to tend to this anger and aggression sexually instead of with alcohol. my girl visiting yesterday said that it's not good to cope by drinking. i told her it calms me down. she looked at me like i am a statistic. mind you, we were at the hotel pool beach club thing drinking a pitcher of frozen margarita at 11 am, and the only thing that either of us had prior to that was coffee and water. but she's not a statistic like me. i don't have any fear for her, she doesn't drink to cope. she happens to be on vacation. and she only had like 1.5 drinks. i finished the rest of the pitcher.

anyways.

10:56 a.m. - 2010-09-29

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