silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- bleh bored. uninspired. disheartened. lonely. annoyed. irritated. sad. over it. craving. sober. i'm so bored with everything in my life right now. i hate being alone like this. i miss having somebody to care about, but moreso miss someone actually caring about me. and i'm overall just tired of feeling like shit like this. i'm supposed to go out to dinner at a tapas place tonight with one of my sisters for her friend's bday. i will drink, as i always do. it is what i do best, afterall. sigh. i really want something more for my life right now. i have no reason to smile. i think that is illegal in my profession. whatev. i'll smile tonight, even if it's fake. hell maybe i'll meet somebody at the bar. hah. i already know that i won't. 6:03 p.m. - 2010-10-25 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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