silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- halloweeeeen... almost i'm talking to my friend G online, who was out here sometime last month, and he said his friends are back in vegas and that i should hang out with them, but he's not here. he lives in sf (he's from there), and apparently R and CF are visiting him and they're all going out and doing stuff for halloween. he knows that i had a thing for R, and he said everyone's around him, so i texted him and said not to say shit to R about anything i said before (in which i drunkenly confessed my interest when G was last here). when he mentioned R, i sort of just thought hmm. i didn't really flinch, maybe just a tad, but i don't know. i don't care, man. he's young and stupid and not worth my affection/attention/thoughts, so i don't really want to think about it. i feel lame because apparently i'm the only person not doing anything for halloween. i guess i could meet up with G's friends, it's a group of guys. however, going out with a group of guys sort of makes it difficult to meet new guys.. so i sort of want to do something now, i'm seeing if my sister is going to do anything or go to work. i can usually convince her not to work and to instead hang out with me. if i can get a yes out of her, then i have to get really creative with my clothes and make a costume. i don't really have fun stuff, but i can definitely make something if i have to. blah blah. suppose i'll eat now, like i always do. ah. sis texted me back, said she's not sure what she's doing yet. sounds like i can probably sway her :) toodles and happy halloween to those of you out there getting fancy tonight and partying it up! mmm i could go for some candy though... 1:53 p.m. - 2010-10-30 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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