silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- step 1 so i went ahead and started up a convo with R since i saw him online. i said yo, and he replied with this and then we went into normal convo, and i asked what's up, blah blah blah, and then i told him that i was coming to his way in a couple weeks. and i said blah blah let me know if you're bored and want to kick it, and he told me to let him know when i get there. boom, mission accomplished. now just gotta see if anything will come forth from it. still trying to think of an appropriate time to tell my dad that i'm peacing out the day after thanksgiving for my own moment of happiness. i'm getting a bit more and more excited about it all, but i'm sure by this upcoming weekend i'll really be stoked. and by that point i will have told him. maybe wednesday.. that sounds good. maybe i'll take him to dinner or something and casually break the news to him. and i'll have a couple drinks in my system by the time i tell him, so that when he starts bitching about how i shouldn't drive by myself and how he wants to plan everything out and all, it'll be more tolerable.....actually now that i think about it, nah. i'll wait till next week. i already assume that he will be telling me how to drive and what i should do and how to be cautious and safe and all that nonsense. it's just not worth the premature headache. sometimes i feel bad about it being this way, but it's just the way it is. i want to tell him about some things in my life, but i don't care for his opinion, and i don't have the energy for his lectures, so i think yeah... i'll just wait until maybe the day before thanksgiving then. yeah, yeah, bad daughter. indifferent daughter, actually. it's my life dammit, i'll let other people know the details of it in my own time. blah for now. toodles. 8:03 p.m. - 2010-11-14 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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