silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- a thought it's almost midnight, saturday night, watching movies instead of enjoying a night out. i have to work in the morning, and i assume i'll just pass out eventually watching this stuff. took 2 sleeping pills, so hoping for the best, although i had excedrin and a coca cola earlier, so the forces of sleep and caffeine are countering one another. but this will be quick. every now and then, i wonder if men feel the same way that it seems like women feel. meaning that i feel like i am such a loving and emotional person, and i have such crazy strong feelings and desires to love and be loved (i know; weak, lame, wimp...), and i wonder if there is someone who would actually be capable of feeling that way towards me as well. maybe one day? not really sure what i am saying. going to rest my little head now. oh i saw on postsecret there was one that was "always the bridesmaid, never the bride" but bridesmaid was crossed out and they put mistress. and it's funny because i actually have that thought sometimes. but i don't want to be that anymore. one day maybe that whole bride character instead. but for now i'm cool. ok. rest head. gn, dland. 11:47 p.m. - 2010-12-04 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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