silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- love it i feel like i keep slacking here, even though it's only a few days that pass. well this week i started full time at the happy office. so far i am not disappointed. i have not had a single day where i am stressed and pissed and unhappy. it's only the first whole week, but still, i already have the feeling that this place is going to keep me happy for years to come. not sure what my plans will be in the future, but for now, no doubt, i am happy :) i'm getting work done, even if it isn't much, it's at least something, and they aren't stupid when it comes to collections and pay. the patients rock and are appreciative, i don't feel like every exam is going to turn into a stress session.. it's just smooth and organized and systematic at this place. the hygienists get enough time to do good work, i can pace myself and focus and multitask without being thrown in several different directions. i don't have people pissed off waiting forever... it's just... ahhhh. i don't come back from the office wanting a beer to decompress from the day, rather i just grab a beer because it's nice and i have no worries. and there's a male dr there now too, and i was talking to him today and he also said that he thinks that this place came to him as a gift from god and i was like dude! i think the exact same! no idea how it happened, but eternally grateful. so other than that, nothing exciting. i met a guy on sunday in the grocery store. he was cute, he basically stalked me in the store and eventually asked for my number. it was cute and all, but then once we started talking via text, he turned out to be ridiculously annoying and kept saying stupid shit about "i'm gonna get you drunk so you can take advantage of me" and "send me a pic" and "you should give me a massage" and stupid things that are supposed to be borderline compliments and maybe some dumb girl would fall for the bs and drop her pants, but i don't go for it, and i repeatedly said i'm not like that, and he continued to be annoying. he kept saying "leave work and we can go party" and i'm like yeah no. i'm not going to give in to flirtations that are actually annoyances. it's like 7 am and he's texting saying lets go party, let's meet up. riiiiight. so this is what i get for actually caving and giving my number to a guy, someone actually out of my norm too. no more taking stupid chances. i'm just not interested in playing the game. i pretty much just suck at it to be honest. i get exhausted trying to talk to hard-headed people. not like i think i'm on some special level, but i'll be 29 next month, all my friends are married out here (not that i'm in a rush), i'm getting my life and career rolling, and i'm just not in the mood to play into men who think they are more clever than they are. i just... don't have the energy. and i didn't tell him what i do, i just said that i work in a dental office. i sorta don't want to tell people that i'm a dentist, but i don't know what i want to say i do otherwise, if they actually ask. it's strange because i just don't want people to assume stuff about me. i have no money, you guys know that. i'm lamely broke, but now that i'm at the new place, it should get so much better. and of course i have no shame in what i do, but i do get tired of hearing people say "i need my teeth cleaned, will you hook me up?" shut uppp. the guy texted that to me, like "i should go there and you have you clean my teeth!" cute. (sarcastic.) after hearing it so many times, it's hard to force that fake smile and laugh. and i never said whether i'm a dentist or hygienist or assistant or front office. anyways, thinking too much into it right now. babbling a bit. whatever. point is, i love the new place so far. i'm so happy. and i hope it continues to be amazing. it's a good 360 change from the other place. i can actually smile and not have some crazy horror work story to tell my friends, family, and colleagues. and you guys :) blah blah blah. only issue is slight back pain. must get into stretching and yoga, because i'm too early into my career for issues to come forth. yay. toodles :) 7:57 p.m. - 2010-12-29 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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