silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- bliss i feel like i'm hiding or smothering my loneliness by trying to fill my brain with reading about dentistry and business and home hunting and financial planning, etc. i'm giving myself an excuse, i'm preoccupying myself. but it really just doesn't cut it. i talked to girl JK who is in new york, and i've been wanting to go out there for a while now to visit. but sorta glad i didn't go for my bday because of all this storm stuff in the east. anyways, we planned out for may, and she got the boys to agree to come out too. yay :) i miss having friends. she said that R said that he'd go too. hm. i'm a work in progress on that one. but it's not until may, i'm sure it will all be good. if anything, i'm looking forward to the day that i don't give a second thought to him. i suppose i'll just keep reading and continue to erase emotions and this lovely solitude from my mind. push those out of the way and make room for business and finance. and teeth. always teeth... 10:55 p.m. - 2011-01-28 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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