silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- come back to ... so now i'm thinking texas. apparently texas is the place for dentistry now, and honestly i am overly frustrated with the place i'm working at right now. it's great and all, in it's own respects, but the truth is absolutely NOTHING is going on. i stare at the walls. i sit in the back office and fall asleep with my eyes open sitting there. i am in a daze for a good 2 hours of the day. at least 2 hours. my assistant fb's me and (sarcastically) says how crazy the day was and that i need to slow it down a bit. dude. you have no idea. i do so little work these days, it's depressing and ridiculous. i didn't get an education to sit around and stare at the walls. so anyways, i went after work (and after stopping by crappy place for a bit) to my friend Q's house (dr i used to work for, right before i left for dental school. i was his dental assistant and amazing office manager...and yes, i was amazing, he still hasn't found anyone who was at my level to replace the position), and we are just basic friends; i can ask him any dental advice and pointers in life as a dentist and he's happy to share it with me. and he calls me his drinking buddy because he doesn't have anyone else to drink with. funny thing is, he seems to think that i'm like an alcoholic or that i always go overboard or something! i actually have a lot of self-control, thank you very much. maybe it doesn't show a lot, but it's there. anyways, lost my focus. drinking some wine. but i do find it funny that i divulge all my life plan alterations to the dland crew before i even utter a word to my friends and family. i suppose because i don't anticipate any backlash from dland, nor attempted convincing to stay in vegas. i'm just thinking that nothing is here for me. no work, no career, no guy/romance, no stability. otherwise...that's about it i believe. yet i have a dinner date thing tomorrow night... aslfja;s a date???? ME??? it's prob just gonna be mostly dinner. um... yay. good night dland :) 10:44 p.m. - 2011-02-02 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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