silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- La tristeza I'm kind of sad right now. I hate to admit emotions, so this is outside my comfort zone. But I am feeling a tad depressed. I wish I could explain it, but I sort of don't want to be able to. And I wish I could rationalize it, but it's pointless. Pointless to try or to care. And I feel more alone than I am. Granted I know I beg for solitude... but right now I feel more alone than I'd like to be. Not like I need someone physically beside me, but maybe mentally? Does that make sense? Now would be a great time to crawl in bed with someone, for comfort. I just want to be held as I fall asleep, with someone telling me that it'll all be okay when I wake up. Don't know why I'm feeling this. It's okay, I can push it aside like everything else. 11:45 p.m. - 2011-04-05 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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