silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- bachelorette i don't get it. i'm watching the bachelorette, which i haven't seen a whole episode of until tonight, and the girl just let this guy ryan (i think that's his name) go, and he's all sad and upset and saying how he really wants to find "the one" and he wants to be in love and start a family and all that wonderful stuff, and i don't effin get it. where are these guys? why are all the quality guys who want quality relationships and not just sexual adventures or drinking day in and out or to be little g's calling me "shorty" or "lil ma" all the time...where are the people who are decent and want something decent? so annoying and frustrating and irritating and any other synonym i can think of for this sentiment. someone who has their shit together, or at least getting close to it. i mean, i don't have all my shit together, but i know i'm on the right path. but damn. so what, do i have to go on tv to make this happen? ugh. and on another note, D finally decided to join the world of facebook, and just added me as a friend. D, my ex who i dated for 4-5 years, lived with for like 2-3 years, relationship wasn't much anymore and i left for dental school before really breaking up, broke up during dental school, don't really talk much anymore... last i saw him was when i picked up my turtle a couple months ago, and i have no desire to talk to him as i have no interest in him at all. i don't even really want to socialize with him, we have very little in common when it comes down to it, and i'd rather just scratch it and not deal with him. and then he decided to join fb. and add me. and his dumb ass friend who i'm already friends with (for just a few weeks now) commented and said "friends...WITH BENEFITS!" wtf. really? so now it will be subject to that bs? eff that. looks like D deleted it though, or the friend did, but even still. i got the email about the shit being posted and i'm not feeling it. he and his friends act so damn ignorant sometimes. anyways. some other guy just got dumped on the show and was like "i want somebody to have breakfast with in the morning..." WTF WHYYY?? i swear. if ever i find a guy with good qualities and a desire for a real future with me... well, dland, you will be one of the first to know. 9:16 p.m. - 2011-07-11 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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