silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Aaaand...nothing. I have about zero profound thoughts at the moment. I'm so bored with everything. Work is blah and full of stress. I need to check my blood pressure regularly to make sure I'm not completely getting messed up with this spot. Still, I love it, but ugh... The stress. Not sure if it is worth it. I hope it is. All part of my new master plan to get in to a pediatric program. Whatever avenues I need to follow, and whatever I need to put into it to get myself where I want to be. If anything, I am happy that I just keep going and pursuing ways to improve myself educationally. I will not accept rejection, I will just have to tell myself that I can do it and that although my scores kinda blow, I can still be considered a good applicant. Must hang in there. Alone. Why the hell not. This is how I distract myself and spend my time, I try to get myself into more school. As if I haven't done enough. Working on some new hobbies too. But yes. I now hope to get into school, again. Must outline my master plan. Why the hell not. 9:31 p.m. - 2011-09-27 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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