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Making friends

I went out last night with my neighbors. Actually, first I texted the girl of the couple who I have hung out with once before, to see if she wanted to have some wine. So I did a quick clean of my apartment and she came over. We had this white wine that I had purchased in Washington when I visited a couple months back. Then her hubby got off of work early, so he stopped by too. We sat around chatting, and then she got the idea to go play tables at a nearby casino. I am not a gambler but I said I'd come and play machines a little. So we went, drank some more. Played a little at the bar, then they wanted to play 21. They arent like hard core gamblers at all, they put down like $20 and played with it a bit then lost. I know how to play, don't get me wrong. I just...meh, don't care. So I wanted to go back to my machines. And I actually did okay! I played video poker at the 25 cent rate, did max bets as taught by my father, and I came out with $150 on a $20 play. Yesss now I can buy a dress for the wedding next weekend and not feel like I'm dipping into my stash.

I'd still like to pay under $50 for the dress though. Hah.

So am I obsessed with gambling now? YES! I am a winner! I should've played until I made $100000 because I just KNOW it was around the corner!

Or not. But I do have dreams of hitting megabucks and watching my student loans disappear. And I didn't even get to try the megabucks machine because the girl had some drama and we left. Boo. Plus she was drunk, I'm not sure how that happened, it seemed like I blinked and she was hiccuping every other sentence, it was rather cute.

I joined Pof again, dating website. Who am I kidding? I don't know where to meet people, it just doesn't happen for me. I just need to meet someone. I can hold a damn conversation, I can flirt and all that good stuff. I just need a guy placed in my vicinity so I can do so. And yes, I do try to look presentable at the grocery stores and wherever the hell I go. Actually there were some attractive guys at the casino last night. Maybe thats where I need to look around... I digress.

I'm still recovering or still sick, not sure which honestly. The wine doesn't help.

Okay that's all. Today I will dress shop and maybe pack for the upcoming weekend to get it over with. I am soooo glad this is a three day work week. I go insane there. Oh and when my neighbors found out I don't have Internet, they told me I could use theirs. When they said the name of it, I laughed inside because I've already been using it. But I was like "oh thanks!". But they are moving at the end of January so I guess I'll have to find someone else's connection.

And this hygienist at my Pahrump job was telling me about this event in the city on thanksgiving where drs and hygienists do free dentistry on people in need that day. I've heard of it before, I thought it was nice. She was trying to get me to do it, but I'm like um I have family obligations honestly. And besides, seriously... I don't want to work on thanksgiving! Are you kidding me? My work every day is for people in the community in need. As was the free dentistry I did last weekend in Mexico. I think I do a ton of free and reduced fees regularly enough, I don't have to do it every day. I cannot do it every day. This girl has bills to pay. And she has not won megabucks yet. Let her win megabucks first and then we can talk more volunteer work.

5:53 a.m. - 2011-11-20

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