silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- getting busy so swim lessons are over. did i mention i was taking lessons? well i left with some pretty good basics, so i'm happy with how i did. definitely planning on keeping it up and trying to train and get on it. i feel really good after swimming, so i need to stick with it. but alas, lessons ended yesterday.. but my gym has pools, i just have to go to a farther gym location. and regarding gyms, i signed up for personal training and had an introductory lesson today. should i be spending all of this money that i don't really have? mmm.....maybe not. but did i feel amazing after today's session? yep. so that is something else i have to try to keep up. and work... ugh. so ridiculously incompetent sometimes. this week blows so far. the only thing good about this week is the fact that i should get paid from both offices, which should offset the disastrous mound of money i spent for the hawaii trip. and then i will cry again because rent is due, along with other things. yay. exciting. losing more nonexistent money. decided to finally get serious about applying to a specialty program. i feel lost lately when thinking about where i stand in my career and where i want to be. and who i want to be. i'm looking forward to seeing tool next month. my favorite band.. haven't seen them since maybe 2007? i forget when actually. maybe 2006.. i lose track. and... that's it. must do laundry and cook dinner now. and keep drinking wine. some of my goals for 30 are to get this body finally in action and to get my professional life straightened out. i can still neglect the personal life. i care about getting my future situated first. must find myself before i can truly care about finding another. 9:40 p.m. - 2011-12-21 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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