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Friends weekend

Weekend is pretty awesome. Couple highlights so far:

-lots of alcohol..naturally. I think I am around $500 in the hole this weekend from alcohol purchase and couple other things
-no real, crazy drama aside from one guy (S) being belligerently drunk and getting himself kicked out of the club. The security made extra emphasis by drawing a giant X on his arm in sharpie which only made my drunken friends crack up and want to take pictures. He was a shit show and was running around punching the men in our group, hard. He does this. And I'm pretty sure most of the times we have left a club for being kicked out in the past, it has been because of him. He just finished up his residency in pediatric dentistry. Yep..some little kiddies out in SoCal are lucky enough to get their teeth worked on by THIS GUY. He's a sweetheart though, when he is sober
-he also was working hard on getting us into a different club first, and almost succeeded, when R, who was too drunk, opened his damn mouth and said some nonsense, making the security say "your friend is too drunk. No"
-Ron artest-err.. Metta WP..whatever...he was at our second club for that night. There were some major fans in my group, so once he was announced, their eyes went huuuge and they were on a mission to find him. He handed shots to my crew and one of the guys said their fingers brushed together with the pass of the shot, and that he has "strong fingers". Hahaha...also someone was taking pics, looked like a professional or someone for the club, and yours truly with her drunken friends were cheesin in the background. If the image pops up somewhere, I will gladly refer you to it.
-R didn't behave, nor did he misbehave. He was of course extremely drunk. There were several times, mostly today, where I caught him staring at me and attempting who knows what with me. We walked back from this pool party today after some of our friends had already left to pass out. Our group has two large connecting hotel rooms, so it's like one massive room that is awesome. So everyone was passed out/passing out, this is around 3 this afternoon, and it's just R and me who are awake and alert (but not sober of course). I say I'm gonna go out and buy some more bottles since everyone is sleeping, and he starts fighting with me so I stay instead. Basically pushing me down and holding me down on the bed. While doing this, it's all in fun of course, so I'm laughing and fighting back. He takes every moment he can when he is pinning me down to give me only about one millimeter of personal space. The same game as we always have, but I fight against him and turn my face and close my eyes and try to control/manage/shut down every opportunity that he keeps setting up to get his lips right next to mine. Mind you, he only does this when everyone else is asleep and cannot witness it. I think we have a ton of unfinished business between us, and it will probably never be finished. And it is most likely never that way. He kept saying things too when he could get me down, like things addressing us. I didn't take the bait...but man.
Most of the stuff with him was for the Saturday, not Friday. I think he was good on Friday..it'll come to me. When we were walking to the pool party (drinking started at 8 am, and to give you a mental image, I bought 2 bottles of vodka, 2 bottles of crown, 3 36-packs of bud light, and random mixers, water and snacks), he and I were waking together and I had his arm linked in mine. He was saying random shit to me, and he thanked me a lot for being there for him (holding him up and guiding him in the right direction so he wouldn't fall?) as he is always my responsibility for some reason... I actually watch over everyone, but the girls/guys are all kinda paired up always for who is responsible for watching a certain person. It is unspoken, but we all know who is supposed to take care of whom, and that ultimately I'm in charge...unless I am the one fucked up. In which case, R is of course watching me. Which is kinda scary sometimes, because he is a mess 100% of the time. Half these people didn't even know how they got back to the hotel, some of which I escorted. Yep. They black out a lot. And i was the one who had to step in on S during his spectacle at the club, because unfortunately his partner is my little girl JK, and he is too heavy like dead weight when he is drunk, plus she likes when he and her are stupid drunk, because they run off to corners and make out. Anyways, R and I were together, and he said to me, "sometimes...sometimes I really hate you," staring me down hard as we were walking. I petted his face and arm and said "Awww, I know you do, sweetie," and held his hand. He repeated it to me, "I really do". I said that I know. Lots of hand holding throughout the night with him. During a cab ride, I had a bottle of water which I didn't even get to taste, I handed it over to the boys instead..and when I gave it to R, he managed to hold the water bottle and wrap both of his hands around my right hand so that he wouldn't have to let go of me. Lots of laying his head on my shoulder and small pecks. The untrained eye would think we were a couple the way he was all on me. So although he "hates" me, he says how much he misses me and loves me, and when I'm not right next to him when our group is walking, I can hear him calling out for me and I let him know that I am close and coming.

Yeah...I'll continue this later. Super tired. And will probably have to start drinking again soon enough.

5:17 a.m. - 2012-08-26

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