silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Hail to the thief #5 Because I enjoy waking up at 3:30 a.m. Maybe i should've taken some sleeping pills last night. I don't think I have taken any all week. My office is decorated for the holidays. We have made it so freakin adorable. We also spent Tuesday making chocolate covered popcorn to distribute to some offices, as well as oatmeal/coffee body scrubs. The office still smells like popcorn. I suppose it has only been a couple days. Patients seem to enjoy the smell. Sweet. I feel so stupid/selfish. I completely forgot about a holiday party that I was supposed to go to last night right after work. It blanked from my mind, and I had even marked it on my calendar but I kept forgetting, all week! And I kept telling myself, DO NOT FORGET. Then yesterday, I get distracted by one of the guys who is texting me all afternoon, who eventually comes over after I get home from work and brings me some dinner that he cooked. He just comes to hook up, but since he was cooking, I told him to bring me some. It's only fair. He is the one person I should not be messing around with, but whatever. Apparently I don't learn my lessons ever, and I just don't seem to care. So the friend of my ex, we have been talking a bit lately, he is very fun. Looks like he is someone I can just be silly with, well everyone is.. He's cute, I would play around with him, and the ex is extremely far removed from my life and seemingly more or less from his, but I will try not to flirt with him too hard. I'm a flirt, I do it all the time, at least I can admit it. I don't know what I do more, flirt or drink wine. Tough call there. Anyways, we will send each other a random non-sensical text, or maybe one that makes perfect sense, and then create a conversation from there. I love it. I do want to hang out with him, grab a beer or something. Text friendships/relationships get dull after a while. Heck, the end of my relationship with DW was all text, which easily contributed to its demise. Anyways, this guy, he said he wants to play matchmaker for me, that he has a friend at work who is a "super stud" (I'll be the judge of that), who is frustrated because he wants to find a quality, professional black girl. Well, easily the friend thinks of me and says that I am "the best", and that he needed permission. So I said sure, go ahead, but I made it a point to let him know that I am not the type of girl who gets into real relationships very well. I also told him to make sure he mentions how awesome and gorgeous I am. So who knows. I shall be patient. Somebody out there is the right person, waiting to meet me. Maybe. Unless I am one of those women who is destined to be alone and just continue living life the way that I do. Which wouldn't be that big a deal, I would just like to clarify that sooner than later, so I could stop dreaming and pining for something more. If only I were a better person. At least my professional life is gaining ground. Working on my online presence, rather, someone is working on it for me. I don't know if I mentioned it, but there's a specialist who took a liking to me, and is paying his web presence guru to enhance my internet exposure. It's quite crazy, I love it. I don't know what I did to deserve this, but he just likes me and wants me to succeed. It's awesome! And he sent me this huuuuge ornament with a J on it for my last name, it's kinda heavy and bigger than my head, and that was a holiday gift to the office. My office manager calls it a wrecking ball, and now that Miley Cyrus song won't get out of my head. I really need to not be so lazy and figure out how to insert images here. I think I need to make a higher membership? Pure laziness. But yea, those internet packages run at LEAST around $200/month to get something legit going, and he wants to basically enhance my office's Facebook, make the website more engaging (although actually it is quite amazing IMO; he wants to edit stuff though), and pimp up the google presence so I get more hits upon searches. I already have a google plus page for the office, the fb of course, Instagram. Creating the yelp page, I have someone coming in from a company called zoc doc which also apparently helps facilitate getting patients, and...not sure what else. Someone told me I should do Pinterest, but I honestly don't really see how that would be much different from having our Instagram somewhat. Social media is great, but managing all the accounts is gonna be quite the PITA. I don't want to grab any unnecessary accounts. And it is handling that stuff, as well as managing the company and my employees, handling all the general office accounts (the incessant bills) and the patients, and somewhat tertiary is doing the actual dentistry. So much work. Quite the challenge. Extremely fun though. I would just like a decent guy to enjoy some of this life with. This guy from tonight, he is like CA, in which they just want to get started and handle business right away, no small talk. Fun times, good guys, but not very personable. This one probably less than CA, which I would have considered impossible. Not that I yearn for conversation and comfort, but at least CA would be semi close with me. Sigh. I am going to need some affection soon or I will just harden up again and be cold and empty. I do not want that. More hugs please. I like hugs. My assistant is graduating from assisting school today. The front office girl and I are attending the graduation, and dressing in tacky cheetah clothing, head to toe. The assistant is obsessed with cheetah/leopard print. I don't know what is leopard or what is cheetah, but I found a bunch of stuff to throw together, that is all different shades and sizes of prints, and it is going to look absolutely splendid. It was my idea, and the front office took to it with open arms. It will be very cute! The assistant was asking me today what I'm going to wear to her graduation, and I just played it off with a "mehhh I don't know... I guess it depends on the weather...maybe a dress.." But I have a dress, a shirt that I will wear over it, some leggings I bought from target yesterday, as well as a belt, hat, scarf, earrings, shoes. I am going to look like a hot mess, but it is in honor of my girl. I'll grab her some flowers too...maybe before I get all dressed up. I don't mind embarrassing myself at all though. CW bought me an ugly sweater for this 5K run we will be doing on Saturday. I love that he does this with me and enjoys the embarrassment by my side. I still think we are super compatible, but I adore his friendship way too much now. Okay this entry is long enough. I was trying to go back to sleep. Oh wells. Have a lovely day, d-land. 4:15 a.m. - 2013-12-13 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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