silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Let go I'm supposed to go on a blind date on Saturday, a friend hooked it up. Or at least gave the guy my number. I'm good to meet new people, but I kinda love the people already in my life. I feel like I am shooting this guy down before I give it a chance. We all know why. I just keep holding on. I want somebody who is a friend first, in a way. Someone who knows and understands me already. Who realizes that I am crazy and a bit of a drunk, but I have the sense of a professional at the same time. I am balanced, but crazy. Just talking to him, he sounds too normal and stable. He travels and has been around the world, good for him. He seems intelligent and grounded. I like intelligent, I like grounded, but I also like crazy. I am judging him before I give him a chance. Okay, fine. He will hereto forth be given an unbiased chance. In an ideal situation, I will be around CW when I mention that I have a date on Saturday, and he will listen, and he will ask about a couple details, and then he will get jealous. Ideally. Unexpected. 10:32 p.m. - 2014-01-02 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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