silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Pre- First Friday I know it's only the beginning of Thursday, but I want to--I WILL--make a solid effort to interact with people outside of my immediate circle this weekend. I need to meet some new people, find some options. I love my friends, but I still want that someone to come home to or someone special for myself, who looks forward to spending time with me. That is my goal, simply to interact with a couple outliers, maybe get a number or two. I tire of this. Too heavy of thoughts right now. I woke up feeling like this was Monday, and completely confused. I am thrown off because I work in another office on Wednesdays, so yes there was a break, but nothing significant. I also scheduled a bunch of appointments in my dreams, and I was happy and excited that our schedule was getting filled. Again...a dream. Reality now, i shall pull myself together for another slow day in dentistry. Can I mark my calendar at this point next year, or will that be something of a disappointment as well? I know, I know.. I'll stop being pessimistic. An office near my apartment just closed. That's encouraging (sarcasm). Maybe it closed because the doctor retired, right? Yes. That is it, exactly. Hang in there. 6:57 a.m. - 2014-03-06 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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