silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Over it So either April just isn't my month, or maybe this is just a shit week. I am over it. I am so frustrated, over the stupidest, most trivial things. I want to drink away my emotions, but that is irresponsible. I'm just going to put on some music, grab some wine, and jump in the shower. Or maybe a bath. Yeah...a bath would work out better. It's harder to wash away your tears in the bath though. So much easier in a shower. No worries, though. I have this under control. I am being stupidly emotional. Never show weakness. You are stronger than that. I wish I could just borrow someone to comfort me, just for the rest of the month. Then May can come, and it can start all over, and I can be tough again then. Ugh. I'm cracking. I just need to stop thinking. I suppose it's okay to cry when nobody is around to witness it, right? Sweet. I give up; I'm done for the month. 5:53 p.m. - 2014-04-16 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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