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Lejos

You know how sometimes you just don't want to be awake anymore? It's like... What's the point in staying awake sometimes? I don't enjoy watching tv all night, I don't feel like reading, there is nobody to talk to, I am all alone. Even the turtle is keeping to herself today.

He is out of town. He isn't going to call, he isn't going to text. Get it through your head and get over it.

I just don't want to think. Okay, sleeping pills, now is your chance. Work some magic on me. It's only 9 pm, but I have no reason to remain awake.

This is why I am not supposed to get emotionally attached or in any way involved in these situations. My mind races and whirls, while his likely remains calm and complacent. Thanks. Thanks for starting this.

Music and meds and drift away.

9:08 p.m. - 2014-06-10

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