silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- In other news Although everything is fine, friendships are great, work is going well, income is starting to improve at the office, patients are booking more appointments, more treatment is being diagnosed, and I might even pay myself this month...although all of that is going on... ...I hate to admit, I miss MG. I think I still want him. I felt something with him that I don't feel with anybody else. But he is simply heartbreak waiting to happen, and there is no way it would not happen. I will get past it. I always do. It may come back up here and there, but in the end, I will "win". So to speak. Such a win... But I will not be able to ever avoid him. Ever. It is like a much deserved curse. He has the power, the upper hand. Damn emotions. Everything else can be lined up, in order, ducks in a row. The men always throw a wrench into the mix. I am afraid to see him again. Because I care. And that is just enough to fuck me up. 10:14 p.m. - 2014-11-11 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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