silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Hallows Eve I always, always start to write, and always, always fall asleep in the middle of it. I am always in bed trying to sleep typing away on my phone, not attentive at a computer desk or anything, so that is likely a contributing factor. I also never have anything interesting to say. Mostly just bitch about things. Sorry? Nothing negative right now. I went to a show last night, invited by a (rich) colleague, along with his rich friends. It was very fun, I was definitely out of place, but maybe in a couple years I will be more successful and buying out tables for fourteen friends to see a show. I became friends with a dentist whose office is close to mine, who of course has a hot young wife. He wanted my number and wants us (all I assume?) to go out to dinner some time. Sure, why not? Hopefully you pay though. I'm not that fancy yet, and everyone looks at me like this super young, super new dentist, and I will work that image as long as it pans out. MG tried to creep back into my world for some reason. He showed up at my office on Wednesday but did not get past the front desk due to my dear lead assistant who doesn't care for him because of the way he was to me. I was also swamped with patients at the time. He didn't even have a reason or excuse to come by. Usually he has treats from the specialist, papers for an upcoming course, something. But no, nothing at all. She told me maybe an hour after he came that he had shown up, and I was like wtf why? I left it alone that day, but I caved out of curiosity the next day and I texted him to ask him what he wanted. He said that he just came to say hi and that he hasn't seen or spoken to me in a while and wanted to do so. 😒 Whatever. I eventually responded and said ok, hello, is everything good? He said things were great and he is busy, and I left it at that. If he has something more pertinent to say, fine. I have nothing to say to him, and I am happy that my girl is unofficially my bouncer. She knows that I don't really want to communicate with him or see him...even if I'm still so attracted to him, his way of being made him an ugly person. I went out to a party after the show last night, and RO was there, as well as JA. I knew they would both be there, I had spoken with JA throughout the day. Evidently, RO has been suspect of us for years now, since the first night JA had actually made a move on me. He is basing everything off of that night, assuming something had already been going on, when it hadn't until then. This is all based off of the fact that he saw us kissing in the bar and dancing in the back room together. So he kept telling me last night that he was "on to you two". I don't know, I just laughed it off and told him that he is silly. But I guess I shouldn't care too much now. I figured that if RO found out, that he would be mad at us. But he clearly seems to assume it, even though I will continue to deny, so oh well. I feel lame for my stock Halloween costume (flapper girl). I wish I had thought of something more creative to make. Maybe next year. At least it looks good on me. Maybe I will meet a new guy at the party to hook up with...but we all know the reality, which is that I will only have eyes for CA. That is unfortunate, because I really need to meet somebody new already. I could definitely meet someone new, but he will scare them off. Gotta love what that guy does to my game. So next up... I will get around to saying how the evening goes. Hopefully no drama this time around. Last year was the shit show that brought forth the court case and the eventual suicide. No more of that nonsense. 6:03 a.m. - 2015-10-31 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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