silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Romeo I didn't crack after my last big blowout with CA a couple weeks ago. I don't understand the extent of his anger, and he lashes out on me because I am an easy target for him. It is an attempt for power and control, and unfortunately for him, I do not give in easily. So we argue, for no reason whatsoever, for something petty that he creates, and it is actually quite hurtful to me. So I remained silent. After I said my piece, of course. I retort back, I give an attitude, I say my piece. I should have done debate in high school. I say my piece, and the result? Silence. For two weeks almost. Give me silence, I do not care. I tire of caring. It expends too much energy and attention, focus. Silence, go on about my day, week, weeks. He replies tonight. BS reply. Acknowledgement of my text, that I wrote it. Then a swift subject switch. No argument. No discussion on the fact that you explode on me. Just a simple acknowledgement that I still exist, and do I have my costume for the Halloween party. Well. Yes, I do. And I shall acknowledge that you exist, too. Always. Fucker. 11:30 p.m. - 2016-10-20 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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