silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dot Sorry about this one, men. There is no greater feeling than the slight pangs of menstrual cramps after being a solid, full, abnormal week late (when normally I am spot on super regular 25-26 days, not 32), having no prior symptoms of a period starting that whole week, and knowing that I kind of whored it out with both guys in a five day span, and that there would have been no good logical way of deciphering who the hell was lucky winner until Junior rolled around. And I would personally never abort; just not my thing, but not knocking those who do. Just wouldn't work for me. I wouldn't mind it if it were guaranteed from CA, as we are irresponsible enough when it comes to protection in the first place, and I obviously have strong, long-standing feelings for him, but the other dude? A known player, whom I basically only have around for sex and entertainment? Yeaaa, no. That would be terrible. I would be so angry with myself, because that would catalyze the demise of my relationship with CA. I experience pathetic, barely noticeable cramps as it is. Nothing to complain about, unlike what other women experience. Mine are teeny tiny little nuisances that last a total of five minutes maximum throughout all of my days, so when I felt the subtle whisper of some cramps, checked, and saw nothing, I got depressed. I have been stressed and sleepless the last several days, because this never happens, and I felt guilty to drink in my times of stressful woe. But maybe an hour ago, I was blessed with the gift, poured my ass a glass of wine, and mentally cheered myself on a job well done. I will sleep well tonight, and resume my regularly scheduled drinking activities. 4:16 p.m. - 2016-12-02 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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