silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- changes come. keep your dignity. take the high road. take it like a man. i'm starting to think that something is terribly wrong with me. i'm trying so hard to not let a lot of these things bother me, but they really do. it's annoying. i really just want to scream right now. i want to fuckin scream. i want to get on my balcony and just let it out. i want to drink, get drunk, get completely messed up, and pass out, and wake up tomorrow morning to go through all this bull shit once again. it's soooo frustrating. there's something unapproachable about me. there's something that i think scares people away or something... something. i don't fuckin know. but i'm getting annoyed and i'm so tired of a lot of this. i want things to be over. i want things to change. i want to finish, get out of this place, and get onto something else, because the way my life is in this city just isn't as promising or welcoming or satisfying as it was back in vegas. one more fuckin year. give me one more year, and i can go back and get right back to it and start something new. i have distractions in vegas. and i plan to take advantage of them. this is just stupid. 6:15 p.m. - 2009-04-28 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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