silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- another day i've been getting used to living here again without the freedom that i once had, basically due to the limitations of not having my own car, living with my dad, and not having an income quite yet. so i've been a little bummy but it's okay. i've seen family etc, haven't seen my younger sister but i have seen her kid. i have already been thrown into drama between my parents, who are not together and love to piss one another off. they are both always complaining about something, and i basically sit there and say i don't know and i don't care. maybe an hour ago today my mom called me and i was trying to focus on making a u-turn as i was driving, and she asked me if i was upset over something a couple days ago between the two of them, and i said nope, that's your business, i'm not mad, i don't care. and she kept going on and on and on as to how she'd understand if i were upset and blah blah blah, and i'm like wtf i don't fuckin care, new subject. but yeah. bought a ticket to san jose for 2 weeks from now for a friend from school's wedding. anything to get away from the nothingness that sitting in this city is providing me. maybe i'll go to the mall... i've been hanging out with my school friends, M and AT. AT, like i said, lives out here now, and M is here meeting up with friends for poker tournaments. he came to town about 4 days ago, but his girl was with him, up until yesterday. so i didn't get to hang out much with him until last night. so with her out of the picture, i got to hang out with him last night, stayed the night, yay good times. he actually said that once her cab took off, he went to the store in the hotel and bought condoms and called me. hahaha. i told him he was a dork. but we made use of his purchase. i then had to get up early this morning to take a cpr renewal class which i need to submit for licensure. class took 3 hours. a;lskjf;alsd. super exciting. a couple days ago, i felt like i was bombarded with thoughts of T. i kept seeing things with his name on it, like maybe at least 6 times in one day. and then passed by some place that we had gone to together, and also it was his birthday like 5 or 6 days ago. i'll always remember, although i'd of course prefer to forget. i'm a big "fate" person... but i don't care right now. i have nothing substantial to really say right now. just picked up passport photos that i needed also for license application background check bs. hopefully the pics are decent enough for their damn happiness. okay i have to call this one chick now, and take out my contacts.. possibly grab a coffee and then hit the mall to go to my favorite store to see if they have any sales or anything that i desire, like some new sunglasses. that would be divine. 2:57 p.m. - 2010-06-22 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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