silver4's Diaryland Diary

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love story...not mine though

maybe 5 years ago, i had a friend in a dental office i worked at, CA. she was somewhere around my age, i forget if she was older or younger than me, but i just assume everyone is younger than me. one of those fridays when the office was closed but the dr would have a couple people show up for half a day to answer calls etc, CA and i were working together, and we were chatting about relationships. she was originally from outside the states, i'm thinking argentina but i could be wrong. so let's just say argentina for the hell of it. so when CA was a teenager, she loved the band guns and roses, particularly their former drummer, SA. CA started some official fan club for SA out there, and was really all about him. she believed herself to be in love with him, she knew she was in love with him, and decided that when she could, she was going to move to the US and find him, tell him who she is, and they'd be in love. when she was old enough, i'm guessing around 21 for legal sake, she left argentina and came to the US. she stopped in new york first, and then made her way to california. she went to los angeles, i believe, and was on a mission to find him. she asked around, asking people what spots she'd have to go to in order to find him, what clubs etc (that's why i assume 21 right now). she somehow got pretty accurate directions as to where to go, and lo and behold, on her very first night in los angeles, she made her way to a place where SA was. she found him, and introduced herself. she is probably two decades younger than him. she let him know that she's the president of his fan club, that she's been following his career, that she'd been to his concerts, that she came all the way from argentina to meet him, and that she was in love with him and intended to marry him. and he accepted what she said. they hung out with eachother, and, sure enough, they got married. here in las vegas, i believe. and they are still married, as far as i know. i saw they appeared on some reality tv show on vh1 or so a couple years back, so i assume it's still on. i'm skipping other details that she told me of the relationship. the point is, she followed her heart, followed her love, ignored what people said about not going to be able to find him, and she made it happen.

i've lost contact with her after she stopped working at the office, she was a sweetheart and good to talk to. personally, i don't have any intense crushes on any rock stars, or anyone famous for that matter. or anyone in particular anymore since i've left sf. but she knew my story of T, and how i felt, even 6 years later at the time, that i had been in love with him, in spite of all the stupidity surrounding our "relationship". but her story, as out there as it is, was a glimmer of hope. just a glimmer though. one day i'd like to share my own story. i probably shouldn't even be telling her story but i'm sure it's out there and known.

anyways.

for a few days maybe a couple months back, i would leave my apartment and say "today i will meet the love of my life". of course, i never really looked around, and i reject guys who hit on me.

i want a drink. i need a drinking buddy.

11:01 a.m. - 2010-07-01

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