silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Shoo, fly My love life is boring lately. I need some action. These last few weeks have been pretty lame. I rejected gym guy, I'm pushing marketing guy out of my mind, haven't messed around with CA in over a month, and no one new has come around. I enjoy being responsible and paying attention/giving focus to my office, but seriously...this girl needs to catch a break. I'm packing for my Hawaii trip for this upcoming weekend. Flight is Friday, but I would like to get a head start and get the packing over with. In a way, I don't want to hang out with some of the crew. I love them and all, but man it would be nice to just do my own thing and relax. But I do need to be social I suppose. I guess I'm just different now. I am not interested in hanging around people who want to get blacked out drunk. Just not my thing. I never did that myself back in the day. I feel like I am going to be in bitch mode to an extent, but I really want some quiet and alone time. Not trying to entirely isolate myself from them, but I just don't want to be all out idiotic drunk in Hawaii. I just want to treat this like something of a vacation. It sounds like just stress to me right now. I know that I will have fun, though. I am just being a brat. Still bringing a book to the beach though. I will get my solo beach time dammit. 6:26 p.m. - 2014-08-18 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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