silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- freeze back in school. back in the grind. back in the zone. yay. already hating it. this weekend though there is a big party dance thing for the whole school, so that should be interesting. of course, first thing that comes to mind is getting drunk and being irresponsible with R, sleeping over and being lovey, waking up and leaving, and completely disregarding it the next day. i love these cycles. it's such nonsense. but what do you do. i saw R very briefly today, i just...don't care. i am really a nut case. i know how i am. i wish, though, that he and i could have a normal conversation about us, uninfluenced by alcohol. but ... 12:13 a.m. - 2010-01-05 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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