silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- gn again M confuses me with his admitted jealousy. Not so much confusion... but just the fact that, no matter what, it doesn't matter. nothing is going to change for the better for us. i am still the other. i am always the other. i don't take it as any personal stab at all, it's just the way it is. ni modo.
my roommate signed us up for some lunch presentation for tomorrow about navy dentistry, which... i don't know. i have vacillated on the thought of military dentistry a lot, not really any field in particular. i think any of those programs are good to get skills going and to start making money sooner than later. also since i have no real commitments to anyone or any place right now, it really wouldn't be of much concern for me to be shipped off somewhere. don't mind me. just rambling. R is on a rotation in hospital away from the school, preventing me from seeing him. i'm used to at least almost bumping into him every now and then. i can't really whine though right now, it's only been two days. two days of TORTURE. i mean, i guess if it comes down to it, i can just walk down the hallway to his room and say hi. i worked on my bs paper today, it's mostly done now, we all submitted our parts to M, so yay us. M sent the compiled copy out to all of us, and i was immediately disgusted by the shitload of grammatical and spelling errors, i had to put it away. yeah on here, i pretty much type as i think, and i don't capitalize and blah blah as would otherwise be necessary. but in a semi-research paper, graduate level..hell, professional level, you are still starting sentences with 'and'? no. no. but blah. i'll proofread the damn thing before it's printed out. and then i have to work on my business plan, which is due on monday. lovely. will i have enough time to squeeze in a couple awkward drunken moments with R this weekend or will it be strictly business? i mean, yeah, i confirmed on fb for a birthday party for my friend, the party entitled "shots! shots! shots!..." in which we are, i presume, going to take a couple shots... okay this is fortunately the part where the eyelids get heavy and i'm overall sleepy. i saw H walking with his girl after school today. looked like they may have been going to this church by our place... okay yeah. feels like bedtime. it is 2:30 afterall, so i'll see. good night world. 1:38 a.m. - 2010-02-18 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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