silver4's Diaryland
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yesterday when i went to take my test, there was a guy there and we started talking. he was taking the gmat, i think that's a grad school thing, i never had to take it. blah blah chat chat, we take tests, the end. then i see him again today when i went to the movies with my dad earlier, for like a matinee. i figure if i see him again tomorrow, which would be close to impossible considering i'm at school all day, but if so, then i will take that as a sign and consider him the love of my life. or my stalker. maybe i'll extend it to next weekend. he was sort of cute. i'm so antsy to get my next tattoo. i think i'll go next saturday, i'll just wander to a couple places that i saw on yelp and see what's up. i've basically been semi good because i did a ton of laundry, but i did zero studying and zero lab work. bad girl :(
i should probably get on that now. i'm still blowing my nose like crazy. but i still plan on drinking a 40 as i study for my law and ethics test. okay fine i'll do something productive. stupid sniffly cold and stupid lab work and stupid exams and stupid R. i just threw the R one in there for fun, i'm sure he'll do something to piss me off soon enough, it only makes sense. i realize that when we go out and there is any kind of competition in another guy, that's when he gets interested in me. so i'll play the game next weekend. wherever we end up, i'll wear something really hot and find some dumb ass to flirt like crazy with, drink with or dance with or something, in close proximity to R. hell, maybe that guy from the testing center will be there. i would dance with him for the sheer fact that he is indeed the love of my life. R's not really possessive, but he does this over-exaggerated thing when i'm talking to some other guy, and he backs up and puts his hands up like 'sorry for intruding', so i know that if i get him to that stage in the night, then i'm in and he'll try harder for my attention and he'll pull me away to dance with him, in which case he actually is a bit possessive. i love the game, and i love that i know all the rules to our game. crap crap crap, i really have to start studying. ugh.
6:30 p.m. - 2010-05-09
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