silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- headache so the people at the stupid place want to meet with me again tomorrow morning, i'm assuming regarding creating a schedule, yet a-fuckin-gain. so here's my deal: they want someone to work nights and weekends. i personally don't want to work nights and weekends. however, i happen to be completely shit-broke, aside from the pimp check i got today for working the last 3 days. money that will soon disappear, by the way, due to bills and the dreaded upcoming loan payments. so i basically anticipate them saying that that's what they want. and you know what? fine. i just need to shut up and take it. because i need money. and you know what else i'm thinking? i got an email from a dr who graduated from my school 20 years ago, and she has a place out here and is looking for an associate. i responded that i'd love to meet up with her. so i'm thinking, hey, would it be crazy to work...every day? i mean, i'd have to get some time off for continuing ed every now and then, but... eh? i wish there were ten days in a week, and then i could work 7 and be off 3 and boom. ahhh decisions. fuckin stupid ass life decisions. i have a headache. i want food. one would think i was huge and disgusting looking from all the crap i eat and all the beer i drink and all my lazy half ass attempt at exercise. this stupid place actually just pisses me off, more and more. i want help, i want god to clear this up for me, because i seem to be incapable of forming my own thoughts. fmc. 6:52 p.m. - 2010-11-11 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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