silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- wishful thinking sooo wishful thinking, looks like i might have something good lined up with this lady i talked to today. no idea how she got my cv, maybe i sent it to her, not sure. maybe someone else forwarded it to her. either way, i am extremely thankful, although it may be a bit premature, but i absolutely LOVE this lady and her office. it has absolutely everything i would want, she works the way i envision myself working, and it just seems absolutely perfect. so i am going to go in on monday and meet up again while the office is open and hang out while they have patients. i am super excited! i absolutely loved talking to the dr, i love her. god i really hope this is it for me, i'm so fed up with the way everything has gone otherwise. so next week when i am there, hopefully we can discuss a future with me there. i would absolutely freakin love it, i know it. you know when you can feel that something is right for you, and that how everything else you've dealt with and gone through has been just shitty things along the way, and you knew something else was out there for you, but you didn't know if you really deserved it or not? and then you pray and pray... and pray, and then you semi give up, but you still have faith... well i am pretty much there. i think this is it, i really, really hope so. i know i fuck up a lot of things, i'm awful at relationships, and i'm just not a reasonable person sometimes, but i honestly think i deserve something better than all this other shit i have going on... okay i'm bored. i want to go out tonight. i want to meet somebody. dammit where are my single friends who i can go out with and meet men with?? this blooooows. but if i get an awesome job and work environment and don't have a guy, whatev. don't need the guy i guess. the job is way more important. anyways. gonna see if i can hunt anybody down to kick it with tonight. 3:30 p.m. - 2010-11-19 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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