silver4's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Need break. I've been having sleeping problems again, likely because my mind has been racing. I am thankful for this upcoming weekend, for we have basically a four day weekend with Memorial Day. I need it. I need the time away from my team. I know we will still be in communication, but I just. Need. A damn. Break. Maybe I can start to plan out my vacation that I plan on taking in August. I have the time blocked out, I just need a location and a plane ticket. I was thinking out of the country, and although I am used to traveling alone, I'm kind of over it. I would like to have a partner in crime, and I'm tired of borrowing a girlfriend here and there, or having an ungrateful sister tagging along. I should sleep well this weekend. I am temped to sedate myself through the whole thing, but...hah..I won't have the time to do so. Too much to do. Even on a supposedly chill weekend. That guy I went on a date with, we ended up saying we'd be cool as friends. I know that I can't do anything in terms of dating as long as I have the cloud of CA hovering about. I know how I am. I was with CA two nights after the date with that dude, because that is my comfort zone, and old habits die hard. And frankly, I don't want to be with anybody else. Tis a shame. I'll figure it all out, when I have time. Yea. Because I have that in abundance. I can't believe it is already the end of May. Sigh. 3:11 a.m. - 2016-05-26 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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